Sunday, February 22, 2009

Prescription...



So came the morning.... deprived of the warmth of the sun... who chose
to hide behind the gloomy clouds and gave way to stormy wind to fill
the chill in the wind strokes that touch us now and then... freezing
cold ... and damp... the atmosphere seem to be trying to come in terms
with the gloom that surrounds her existence un nursed she was... did
she ever realized... none looked at her for long or even for short
towards this blunt, head strong, rigid creature with a tyrant heart
... a distinct taste for clothes she could never understand how she
stands the other Her ... the stout female she hangs around with and
look at her what is she wearing today....a short red pant which
stopped just before the ankle... a small top and a large coat with a
big umbrella in hand. What a contrast to a well build well dressed
her... still they coexist and relate... the mind that they both had
vibrated in synchrony on many issues...

Manufacturing defects they used to laugh...

She saw her standing at the gate of an unfamiliar residence... they
looked at each other and laughed ... for no reason (the situation
couldn't allow even a hint of laughter...) and when they were done...
they could see the moist eyes which couldn't be hidden from each
other...
she would cry any moment she thought...
no i wont she thought... i have... but not now....
she sees a disfigured smile... but a distinct recognition of empathy...

they stayed together... and let the chilly brease pass through their
hair... for the sake of solidarity... no word spoken... nothing
unearthed... still she knew... its broken... it wont be one again...

She looked at her... she looked at her... and it was known there
wasn't any point to discuss... the ear drum was broken by that blow
and face was disfigured... she could only hear from one ear... that
too echoed... humm they laughed at it....
What if I see a handsome man and he wish to whisper something... which
I wont hear...
And they laughed again... they needed to see the doctor immidiately...
So they rushed....
Doctor after doctor... door after door... tests after test...

Run and cross....
No i am scared to cross... i need to hold hand
There no hand to hold... run at my call...she doesnt notice... the
impact of the statement...
She laughs, yes there isnt any hand now to hold...
She sees bleak dimming eyes.. eyes those used to be wide and full and
smiling... sorry she says ... i didnt mean it.. but run on my call
hold my hand if you wish...


They reach the doc... last in rows... same set of question...

What happned?
I fell...
This doesnt seem to caused by falling...
I said i fell... thats all i know...
Maybe someone hit you after you fell...
The doctor sees the change of emotion on her face... i fell and thats
all i know...

Are you married....

This time the other her laughs... sure she is... what do you think ...
people fall and married people fall often...

No married people fall for once and then they file a divorce... she confirms...

Doctor is shocked now.... whats wrong with you ladies.... if it is a
police case i wont touch this... anyways there is very less chance
that you will hear from this ear again... i will try my best...

Oh no doctor... i wish to hear... other wise how would i hear the
whisper so wishfull... i wish to hear that... i wish to hear more..
.

And they both laugh... and laugh and laugh...

The doctore precribes... not to laugh and not to be with a mad person
like her.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Dreamflower


I feel a part of u inside me.
Ooo! Yes I know you.
By Your smell...
The unique aroma... of yours

I know you...
From the days of my childhood
When mom put a dash...
Under my arm

I know you
From the days
When i follow your sweet pungent
And reached my moms pallu

Which swung...
Here and there
And so do you
And i know you

I fell for you once again
Discovered you new
This morning
Rays brought you in

You rushed all over
Soothing my pours
Oh! How could...
I refuse

It hung around me
When you left
The day long
And refreshed me at day end

Something in me needs you
Something in me incomplete without you
You fill me... cover me
oo! Dream flower Thank you!